What I really feel like doing is going out and getting drunk, but that is not an option, and anyway, what good would that do? The only benefit I feel is that I?m actually writing something personal on this blog, instead of just the usual ramblings.
I am tired, and I guess that doesn?t help, and all I really want is to do nothing, to wallow, and to be alone. None of that is going to happen. I honestly can?t wait ?til the Christmas holidays when I get a few days off.
Did I mention it?s my birthday next week? 26 I?ll be. And ?No? that is not the reason I am depressed. I?ll be off to France on Saturday with some good friends, and no doubt getting drunk and ice-skating. Doesn?t time fly eh? I guess I am a little miffed at getting older, but I shouldn?t be. I?m still young although it?s weird to thing that a 1/3rd of my life has gone by (hopefully given the national life expectancy). I guyes what I hate is that there are only so many hours in a day. I do not use these hours to the best of my abilities.
I suppose the job is part of the reason although I enjoy it on the whole, it?s just some parts which annoy me, and I guess it?s those parts that I can?t control, like other people.
I should just try and change some things, and I will do that, but they always take longer to do than anticipated.
I guess that?s the end of my depressing post, and I?m sure I?ll be bright-eyed and bushy-tailed by the next post.
I also wanty to change my blogger template because it is shit. It looks good but the functonality is crap, and that annoys me. It will change soon.